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2008

Posted in my everyday life by Maria on 2008/12/30

The story of my life, in comic form.

Objectivists procreating, heaven help us.

Oh, Athena.

Reasonable Accommodation.

Print isn’t dead. November 5, 2008.

Made its reappearance just when I needed it.

This. F*cking. Election.

If I could afford an $8550 coffee table.

Don’t mess with liberal feminists.

I found out I’m an INTJ.

Momma said wonk you out <3.

The economy, in plain English.

Light installations.

When in doubt, prorogue.

Mario Kart, a love song.

Photoshop in real life.

What a treacherous thing it is to believe that a person is more than a person.

Christian Lacroix Fall 08 RTW.

Cellular reprogramming.

300 love letters.

Hillary as Secretary of State.

Something long overdue.

Yes we can.

Where on earth is Waldo?

All 607 pages of it.

Sweet storytelling.

Allowing the antisocial to be social.

Elie Saab Fall 08 Couture.

And this poem.

Who made the world? 
Who made the swan, and the black bear? 
Who made the grasshopper? 
This grasshopper, I mean– 
the one who has flung herself out of the grass, 
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand, 
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down– 
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes. 
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face. 
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away. 
I don’t know exactly what a prayer is. 
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down 
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass, 
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields, 
which is what I have been doing all day. 
Tell me, what else should I have done? 
Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon? 
Tell me, what is it you plan to do 
with your one wild and precious life?

(The Summer Day, Mary Oliver, 1990)

44: Blogging the Obama transition blogs

Posted in politics by Maria on 2008/12/27

I’ve had quite a few folks ask me what transition blogs I’m reading leading up to President-Elect Obama’s Inauguration on January 20, 2009. Answer: quite a few! The coverage leans from tabloid-style (Politico 44, as an example) to wonkish (hi, IBM!) to highly editorial (NYT‘s characteristic rigour).

For the short of it, take a gander at my shared “Obama Transition” feed.

And here’s the full list — a pretty good mix of coverage on appointments, transition pulse, and the hard hitting question of what Michelle will wear to the Inaugural Ball. (Actually, on that, check out this amazing series of Inaugural ballgown sketches created for Obama and the girls).

As you’ll see from my short notes, some picks are more suited to visiting, versus aggregating through a reader:

American University School of Communication > Transition Tracker
A product of AU’s Graduate School of Journalism. Home of a nifty (if incredibly ugly) widget that visually tracks Obama’s key appointments. 

Council on Foreign Relations > Campaign 2008
Deliciously wonkish, with some well-used metadata that lets you track topics by region, issue and publication type. Lots of policy papers and briefs, if you’re into that kind of thing.

IBM Centre for Business and Government > 2008 Presidential Transition Initiative
A solid blog-style format by Senior Fellow John Kamensky. Many good links to docs and reports.

National Journal > Lost in Transition
I’m a big fan of LiT’s daily link dumps. Each link is annotated just enough to figure out if it’s worth clicking through.

Newsweek > Powering Up
Thoughts and reactions to the transition, in a group blog format: long-ish entries with Newsweek’s characteristic easy style.

Washington Post > 44
Can’t fault the Post for their healthy dose of irreverence (and more and more).

New York Times > The New Team
Everyone’s favourite, right? Comprehensive coverage with some neat (if questionable) user-interaction features, like the “If You Were President” Cabinet creator.

Politico > Politico 44
So far it fells like a tabloid to me (sorry, Politico, I enjoy you otherwise), but I’m hopeful it will improve as we move closer to Inauguration. Their President-Elect Calendar widget is neat, though, if you want to know Obama’s every move.

Public Citizen > Becoming 44
A left-leaning blog following Obama’s appointments and transition, they keep a good running list of decisions and speculations to date. 

Are you reading any good ones that I’ve missed? Let me know!

Keeping warm

Posted in my everyday life by Maria on 2008/12/20

With today’s snowfall, my part of downtown Toronto was left immobilized, transportation-wise, anyway. No eastbound streetcars from Bay to god-knows-where meant I was walking home this evening.

It. Was. Cold.

Mine’s not a long walk home; 20 minutes at most, but it felt like I was hoofing through the snowbanks for an eternity. You know, icicles from the nose (sorry for that visual), frozen eyeballs, shaky-burning-legs cold. “Death by exposure” ran through my overactive mind more than once.

But I knew I had a cozy apartment, a piping-hot tea, flannel pjs and cheery Christmas lights to greet me when I eventually slipped through my door. Indeed, I shook off my boots, shook out my hair, and high-tailed it to the bedroom to shake off my now-frozen clothes. 

Some folks can’t just walk through the door and shake off winter.

I can’t ever get over the knot in my stomach when winter hits, knowing that tons of people in my very city don’t have a cozy end in sight, that it’s a night-to-night battle to find a spot to stay warm, much less comfortable. 

And lord, I don’t want to come off as a preachy yuppie on her pulpit. You know all this as well as I do. You feel the same knot, I am sure. This observation is nothing new or earth-shattering. My empathy isn’t unique or all that important.

But hear me out.

What you may not know of is an amazing program run by Toronto faith communities, called Out of the Cold.  The premise is simple: keep people warm and taken-care-of on these fierce-cold nights, when they have nowhere else to go. It’s almost completely volunteer-run (some-2000 Torontonians help out), by people who give their time and money to carve out comfortable, hospitable nooks around the city for the program’s guests.

I’m not of a church or synagogue or otherwise, but this is where I’ll be giving my free time (most likely at the St. Mike’s location) and extra cash this year. Blankets, linens and clothes are accepted at the 2714 Danforth location; cash donations can be made to a specific group or generally to the program through Dixon Hall. There are sites all over TO that accept volunteers for 4- or 8-hour shifts, both afternoon and overnight. 

This kind of program doesn’t solve everything, no doubt. Philanthropic band-aids aren’t enough. It’s not cool that crappy municipal infrastructure leaves people on the street. But Jane Jacobs hit on this far better than my paltry words can: ”There is a quality even meaner than outright ugliness or disorder, and this meaner quality is the dishonest mask of pretended order, achieved by ignoring or suppressing the real order that is struggling to exist and to be served.” Social programs aren’t perfect; but we organize the best we can to make things better, we don’t ignore the ties that bind us, we keep our hearts warm.

On elBulli

Posted in food culture by Maria on 2008/12/14

I am a bit of a food fiend.

I spent my childhood playing in an industrial kitchen (my parents are restaurant owners), and I have the burned finger-pads to prove it. I love to cook. I love to feed people. And I love to talk about food, and write and read about it, and watch cooking shows, and research food chemistry, and buy cookbooks and lust after Frank Bruni’s job (hey, a girl can dream).

As part of this, I have been obsessed with the mythology of elBulli and dining there since I’ve known of the restaurant. So much so, in fact, that I recently sat at Indigo Books with this in my lap, and read from cover to cover, all 632 pages. (With a small break, because a 632-page hardcover tome on my lap eventually made me lose all sensation in my thighs.) The book spells out with military precision a minute-by-minute story of a day in the restaurant’s operations. It’s fascinating, the typography is perfect, the photos immaculate, the layout thoughtful. A really great memoir, of sorts, only the protagonist is a restaurant.

elBulli is headed by one of the world’s few living geniuses, Chef Ferran Adrià, and sits on the Costa Brava in Catalonia, Spain. Adrià is lauded as a pioneer of ‘molecular gastronomy’, a frou-frou term that makes me cringe because it conveys a fussy, overly-wrought approach to cooking. Indeed, my heart is with simple techniques and good ingredients; a no-mess kind of style.

But I can’t help but be fascinated by Adrià’s intellectual approach to ingredients, from sourcing produce to plating his tiny edible masterpieces. He says that his food “demands psychological reflection”. I won’t do justice if I try here to delve into the 35-dish tasting menu each evening comprises, having only read about it. Lucky for me, Clotilde has done a great job documenting (and photographing!) the affair, having visited elBulli back in 2006, and sweetly recounts being “whisked away on a flying carpet driven by a mad scientist”.

And this is where I am torn. Part of elBulli’s mythology is that only 8000 spots a year are reserved from over 2 million reservation requests. It’s a lottery worth a shot, in my books. I want to send that email this October, that small chance at getting a table, and put some of my savings to good use in 2010. 

At the same time, it’s a bit of a hard sell. I’ve tried it with some close friends: “Would you be up to flying to Spain at a moment’s-notice, all to experience a once-in-a-lifetime dinner, but it’s kind of a crap-shoot as to when it might happen, and the bill will be hefty?” It’s a no-brainer to me, but um, also a bit unreasonable, I guess.

All this to say: if you’re willing to be my gastronomical companion, throw caution to the wind, and take a stab in the dark at dining on a bluff in Catalonia in 2010, let me know sometime before October 15, 2009. I’ll make reservations.

The small moments

Posted in my everyday life by Maria on 2008/12/10

Each morning I walk down a quiet side street to catch the streetcar  to work. Wednesday mornings are garbage collection day in my neck of the woods.

I’ve lived in Toronto for half a year now, and without fail, each Wednesday, I’m greeted with a “Good morning, my dear!” from the collector. I wish him a good day and a smile, he tips his helmet, I walk to my streetcar with a grin from this small exchange.

This morning, as I near-skated down the street, still getting used to the first snow, I noticed an older lady about 5 houses up struggling with her giant Toronto garbage bin. My morning friend didn’t think twice when he saw her, rushed over, swiftly picked up the bin and carried it to the side of her home. She thanked him. As always, he wished me a good morning as I walked by, and I thanked him, too. In the midst of a job that can’t be too fun these winter mornings, he didn’t think twice about doing good.

I have a co-worker who makes a point of recognizing me. Just small messages of  reassurance or a hello, but it’s those tiny gestures that make the day. I’m sure he takes the time to treat everyone with this same care; but it doesn’t make it any less meaningful, because really, we all just want to know that we matter.

My sister, in the midst of her crazy end-of-term, took an afternoon to decorate our apartment windows with tiny twinkle lights. I walk into our dark little home after work, and I’m greeted with light-bursts framing the sky. It makes the night a bit more magical, it feels like the season.

A lady in the elevator piqued up just this morning and blurted out: “You smell amazing.” I thanked her and shared my perfume, to which we had a laugh when she realized she wears the same scent, and I exited at floor 5.

All this to say: these small moments, these fleeting gestures, these nothing-reallys, with close friends and complete strangers alike, make the day. They make my day.

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Harper as Hitler

Posted in politics by Maria on 2008/12/06

So, a favourite viral video gets a new subtitle spin with Stephen Harper as Hitler.

Many of these have hit YouTube already, among my favourites, No Twitter for Hitler, in which he hilariously declares: “I have more than 2000 followers who need to know every minute detail of my life. How else am I supposed to convey my sadness to so many people simultaneously!?” in reference to the death of his dog. “And that stupid failwhale.”

But is this a new extreme, drawing a parallel between Hitler and Harper? It’s one thing to parody Hitler and the housing crash, or his ban from Wikipedia, or his issues with Vista, or that time he was kicked off World of Warcraft. Those are funny, they poke fun at our culture and its excesses.

I’m all for mashing up content, being open and expressive about the political process, and especially people who are aware and engaged about the issues. (I mean, you have to get Canadian politics to make a quip about Justin Trudeau not letting Harper touch the constitution, poking fun at his past as a Young Liberal, Stockwell’s wetsuits, and Albertan separatism.)

After the initial laughs, though, the comparison sits uneasy with me. Is embodying a leader like Harper, however loathsome, as the most vile political figure in history really moving our discourse forward? Is it using history in a way to help us understand our current political failings?

It’s funny, so long as folks don’t equate Hitler to Harper; historical tragedy to today’s challenges. When content is so easy to make our own, extra vigilance is required to stay aware and critical of the messages we’re creating.